I've been lucky enough to explore a good part of the land in the United States on two wheels and it's a fulfilling experience. Some of the best times on the bike were spent traveling through the open spaces out west. I always feel relaxed and connected to everything around me. Not all of my travels bring out the same feelings though. One particular experience comes to mind for me. I was headed west and found myself stuck in rush hour traffic in the outskirts of Chicago. I was on a major highway, the traffic was dead stopped and the temperature was well over 80 degrees. As I edged my way slowly through car exhaust and heat I began feeling tired and irritable. I was eyeballing the closest exit and considering searching for a new route to get out of this metro hell. Once I got close enough to that exit I ripped off the ramp and searched for a gas station to stop and look at my map. As I drove through town I noticed it was crowded and a little run down, there was trash on the sides of the road and perhaps not the best part of town. I felt like an unwelcome foreigner, rolling through town with a giant pack on the back of my bike and an out of state plate. I plotted a different route to get back to the main highway and headed down the road. I was creeping in traffic again and as I approached some railroad tracks, I could see cars coming to a stop as the gates came down and the sound of an approaching train grew louder. So, here I am sitting in on the bike in rush hour traffic, in the hot sun, dehydrated, nervous about my surroundings and watching a textile train buzz past me. This train seemed to never end and I must have sat there for a half hour that seemed like a lifetime. As my patience wore thin I began considering pulling out of traffic once again and looking for yet another route. Frustrated and irritated I rolled on the throttle and pulled out of the mass of stopped cars and headed back the other way. After a couple minutes and a couple of turns I found and entrance to a highway in the direction I needed to go and jumped on. I was moving again and I started to feel a little relief from my uncomfortable situation.
That situation brought up some anxiety and frustrations and I wished to get out of it as quick as possible. I knew it would be a matter of time before I got out of that mess but I had a really difficult time letting go of my aggravation.
Even in the slowest movements on the bike, stuck in traffic there were subtle changes and signs that everything would eventually leave. The cars would have thinned out and scurried off to there homes, the sun would have gotten lower and the temperature would drop, and I'd make my way towards more open land with less population.
Even coming to a place that I find visually beautiful, whether it be the mountains or the trees or open fields filled with wild flowers it all leaves in one way or another. The external always changes whether it appears beautiful to us or unsightly. So sometimes I wish for change so much it drives me crazy and sometimes I wish for things to remain and it brings the same discomfort.
While a good deal of riding my motorcycle on the daily basis consists of getting from one place to another, the best rides are those on the weekend with no real destination in mind. I can jump on the bike and just start riding and watch things come into my sight then leave. I've spent years riding back roads in the East Coast, sometimes doing the same route over and over again. There is something different about them each time I do. Maybe the roads are a little more worn, a favorite tree is missing, or a new house has been built in a place it never was. I could let those changes bother me or I can keep riding my motorcycle and think to myself, this is the way the world is. Is it easy to be at peace with the conditions in life? If you ask me about the last year I'd tell you hell no! It's certainly much easier to jump on my bike and hit those roads again and again. Somehow, while riding, I've managed to take in the ever changing surroundings and to look at them for exactly the way they are and be at peace with that. I've got to give it a little more practice while on two feet and not two wheels.
Keep riding, keep meditating, keep doing whatever it is you need to do to look at the world for the way it is and to accept that its nature is to constantly change.
Cheers!
Jim